Seriously...I am just that.
I blame it on the hormones!
Lately I have been all over the place,
physically and emotionally. But let's focus on the emotional part.
May-October I have been So Stinkin Excited
for this trip to Thailand. Seriously, my excitement was contagious.
Thenn October rolls around, things at home pick up, WAY up.
And suddenly I am dreading this trip 90% of the time.
And excited 10% of the time.
Not. Okay.
It's just that October was such a good month!
tons of fun activities with friends and family.
Lots of time to reflect on what a awesome life I have.
At home. In St. George.
So, I found myself asking WHY THE HECK
am I leaving this awesomeness for a place 39742398 miles away.
with a bunch of people I don't know.
Without the comforts of my home, friends and family.
Why, why, why??
Kaitlen, you idiot.
I wish I could say that I had some awesome revelation
and give you the reason why I am going.
Buuutttt....no such luck my friends.
I still have no idea what I was thinking.
But I do know that it just feels right.
I just know this is going to be an amazing opportunity that I will cherish forever.
I'm young, and healthy, and able, so why not.
It's exciting isn't it?
A new county. New people. New adventures.
Five months of a brand new outlook.
That is exciting like crazy!!
So here I am 52 days away saying,
I cannot wait.
I'm sure it will hit me again,
how good life is here. And how scary this all seems.
But I will mini-panic again...
But I'm ready.
Let's do this!!
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