Oh Mr. Sandman.

Last night I had a dream about the boy.

I always look forward to those nights.

Sometimes I even will myself to dream that way..

or at least that is what I think.

But last nights dream,
I may or may not have been able to do without.

We had just been married

Insert Mom quote: "Where have I heard this before?"

and he had left and forgotten something.

Insert another Mom quote: "Like you?"

In my dream I thought "I need to call him"

at this point I woke up,

Reached over, grabbed my phone,

tapped my screen a few times to my favorites

and hit his smiling face with my thumb.

Then I really "woke up"

and realized he was not there,

and would not be answering.

and that it was in fact, a dream.

And I would be lying if I said it wasn't sad!

As much as I love Cam dreams.

some nights I could do without the vivid reminder.

Oh Mr. Sandman,

Please only bring me good dreams tonight :]